A Nice Little Sing Song

A lovestruck Romeo, sings the streets of serenade

Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"


Juliet says, "Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack"
He's underneath the window, she's singing
Hey, la, my boyfriend's back"
You shouldn't come around here, singing up at people like that
Anyway what you gonna do about it?


Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet and you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?


Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin
Now you just say, "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him"


Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, "I love you till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?


I can't do the talk like the talk on the TV
And I can't do a love song like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything but I'd do anything for you
I Can't do anything except be in love with you

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, the bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time



Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?


A lovestruck Romeo, he sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
He says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

The Killers - Romeo and Julliet

school, school, school.

school started today. my timetable seems rubbish. we did nothing all morning - i didnt have to go in until 10:45 anyway. had lunch. went back to form. then i had double p.e . great stuff!  none of us had our pe kits. we played rounders. the whole class got sent inside. chatted. bell went. home.

thats my day in a nutshell!



i went to scotland on the bank holiday weekend. it is the most beautiful place i have ever seen. we were staying in a cottage near eyemouth and chirnside (nearer chirnside) a couple of miles from the east border. on sunday we went to holy island (in england). the weather was very windy... then it started raining.   
on the monday we drove through the hills to edinburgh. i want to move  there. seriously. it is beautiful. not as big as i expected though. but i would definately go back!


A x

just a few quotes...

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right, forgive the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said itd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

i believe everything happens for a reason. people change so you can learn how to let go. things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when theyre right. you believe lise, so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

laugh your heart out. dance in the rain, cherish the moment, ignore the pain, live, laugh, love, forgive and forget, lifes too short to be, living with regrets.

dream as if youll live forever. live as if youll die tomorrow.

"sometimes you need to run away just to see who will come after you."

" i am too positive, to be doubtfu. too optimistic, to be fearful. and too determined, to be defeted."

watch your thoughts, they become words. watch your words, they become actions. watch your actions, they become habits. watch your habits they become your character. watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

love me without fear, trust me without doubts, love me without restrictions, want me without demand, accept me for how i am.

move on. its just a chapter in the past. but dont close the book, just turn the page.

"you never know how strong you are... until being strong is the only choice you have."

never give up on something you cant go a day without thinking about.

"being happy doesnt mean everything is perfect. it means youve decided to see beyond the imperfections.

dont find love, let love find you. thats why its called falling in love, because you dont force yourself to fall, you just fall.

theres always a little truth behind every 'just kidding' a little knowledge behind every 'i dont know' a little emotion behind every 'i dont care' and a little pain behind every 'its okay'.

live with no excuses and love with no regrets

" i dont know why we all hang on to something we know were better off letting go. its like were sscared to lose what we really dont even have. some of us say wed rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is... to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all."

smile every minute of the day. you never know who is falling in love with it.

" if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain"

shoot for the moon. even if you miss, youll land among the stars.

whats meant to be will always find its way.

yesterday is history. tomorrow is a mystery. today is a gift. thats why its called the present...

strength is nothing moree than how well you hide the pain.

" the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do."

sometimes all you can do is laugh to keep yourself from crying.

"dont tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon"

be the change you wish to see in the world- ghandi

"its not who you are that holds you bsck, its who you think your not"

when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on in the first place.

if you dont go after what you want youll never have it. if you dont ask the answer is always no. if you dont step forward youre always in the same place.

i have not failed. ive just found 10,000 ways that dont work. - thomas edison

"never take life too seriously. nobody gets out alive anyway"

always be a first rate version of yourself rather than a second rate version of someone else.

I love.

I love music.
I love feeling the bass in my bones, through my skin, in my ears.    Satisfaction.
I love music with depth, with meaning.

"You don't listen to music, you feel."

I love the fact that there is music for everyone, whoever you are, wherever you may be.
I love making music, having control, BEING in control.
I love lyrics the way they bore into your mind, reminding you of certain people, certain events, certain books. you.

"Music feeds my soul"

i seem to be a little late

days and days have passed since i last posted on here.

the summer holidays have passed, flown  by. yet nothing seems to have been done. a traction rally, a country fair, a stately home...  saw souting for girls :)
it seems to be all

the rain pours down in the afternoons. i sometimes want to be sitting in it, feeling the freshness of it on my skin. feeling cleansed. feeling right.

i had two teeth out for my braces to be fitted. - 2 weeks ago

Everyone seemed to be looking at me funny today. i wondered why. everyone always seems to be looking at me. maybe im just paranoid. maybe everyone IS looking at me. Why?

tortoise sitting

im tortoise sitting for my auntie lisas tortoise!!   yipeeee!!     hes called boris :D

he didnt get up until 11 'o' clock -->   thats after me!    plus he went to bed at about 9 bless him.

At the moment he's doing some stretches  AND hes trying to escape which is unlikley that he'd do so. oh, and he eats , A LOT.


A x

love. live. loss.

sitting here on this bench watching the world go round
soaking up the suns rays on my delicate skin.

remembering shopping
shopping on monday
meeting new boyfriends
later to be dumped

bad ideas
bad things coming

a terrible loss
of a special person

special as in superhuman
special as in one of a kind

soul mates found
soul mates left to live without eachother
"it wasnt working out"

hoping they shall meet again
another day

hoping the holidays
could be better than this

wishing.
Dreaming.



for Heather



A x

how interesting life seems to be

but let me tell you. its really not.  so i dont have anything to say.

at least its the holidays now .

A x

have you heard the joke about the bin? ... you shouldnt cos its rubbish

^^^^^^^^^^^^
that is sooooo funny!!!

ok, ok, ok ...    have you heard the joke about the butter??   nawww i cant tell you cos youll spread it!!1
hahahaha   

i love naff jokes ;)



Anyways...    today was fine.
frances and rachel insisted on them skipping english so they could have a double dinner. i didnt think it would happen...  (it never did).

It started raining so me and lauren sat outside in it and got drenched. twas very nice actually, i love sitting in rain.

The bus was late, in fact two buses came. we went to one then swapped ;)    but the driver wo like "what you doing???" to everyone we were like "??"     they had already payed to get on then he told them to get off so they wo like "gis a refund then" and he wo like " no frigg of "  then started driin away wi the doors open and some people that wo in the queue (they jumped off like). so they told sir and he wo like "grrrrr, them silly little mother f***kers" but he didnt actually say that. he just looked a bit angry. then i wo like "you should sue them" and everyone wo like yeah yeah good idea and i wo like "thanks ;)"

thats the main stories of the day really...

A x

just a little poem :)

 if you open your eyes you will see the beauty
of the world in its depth

the rain,
snow,
hail.

look and the land opens up infront of your eyes
deep into your pupils

the frost,
storms,
hurricanes.

listen to the sound in the forest canopy
deep in your ear drums

the wind,
fog,
heat.

feel the sensation in the tips of your fingers
deep in your receptors

the sun,
cold,
ice.

see it,
feel it,
hear it,
smell it,
taste it,

if you open your eyes you will see the beauty
of the world in its depth

thinking.

to be honest i no longer HATE 'Andrea' *name changed for security (as usual). in fact i tried bonding with her the other day. That was until the air was filled with frances' jealousy - it honked, the whole room stunk of frances' jealousy infact. 

Alton towers was amazing (as it should be). the bus ride on the way home was the best bit though david was sick all over, it was hilaruious, but it stunk. 'Helen' nicked his banana too which he won for 'Rachel' because he fancied her. hahaha.

i broke my watch though...

And my phone...   :/

Doesnt it just do your head in when people dont respect your view on things? They only think theyre right and dont accept anybody elses view. I know what people think can be overpowering sometimes but cant you at least respect their viewpoint????     AARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!

listen to your heart, its never wrong.

ok ok, i was wrong about the last post. i am glad 'helen' is back, however not so much 'andrea'. Yes, i dont even know why she joined our group of friends in the first place to be honest.  Actually...     it was frances.
She was the one who introduced her, to be honest we didnt like her. That still seems to be the case.

('YES FRANCES I JUST SAID THAT so go tell that to her face if you need to')

me and frances used to be like the best friends ever. when andrea came along that all changed. yes, some of it may be jealousy but the air turns stale when shes around. as i explained to helen the other day, i think we once met in a past life and something happened between us which made me dislike her. but the thing is, shes never like it to me, i walked away from her and frances in the morning aqnd next time i saaw her (andrea) she had a big grin on her face and looked genuinely happy to see me (this was after my french lesson and she was coming into the class that i had been in). its like shes a living version of the devil.   

Yeah.   liiike   O.M.G!!!   :P

A x

though miles may lie between us, we are never far apart, for friendship doesn't count miles, it's measured by the heart.

Helen* and Andrea* come back tomorrow!!   ... but the thing is i've really enjoyed it without them.

I feel really baaad.  SERIOUSLY!   but i cant help it
    here are my reasons:
- the air is cleaner without them
- i.e there isnt any arguments
- nobody is going off with anyone else
- there isnt any horrible conversations behind peoples backs (very much(about everyone other than me of course because i wouldnt know if it has been done to me)) (has it frances???)
- no EXTREME  mardy-ness

... i think thats all    :P 
But i still feel really bad

A x

*names changed for security reasons

what lovely weather :)))

strappy top on, short skirt on, sunnies on ...  with the lovely crunchie ice cream by my side :))
Utter bliss  ;)

This is what summer should be like - the last week or whatever have been beaut. if only it could be like this every year!
But the thing is...  now june has been like this july and august willl be crappooooo 

We best keep our fingers crossed it will be nice!!! 

A x

today i learnt you can't hoover up reciepts.

it feels like ages since ive posted anything on here ;)  

chemistry exam today...    twas a total fail  . thats all im gunna say.

oh, btw im loving rihannas new song (rockstar 101)  tisss   mazing.

i am dissapointed with the england/germany score yesterday too. 4-1   well, it was 4-2  but that stupid ref. didnt let us have the goal. wee were discusted :/
We were at meadowhall too so we watched it on the big screen :)    it was hilarious in theapple shop too, there were some well fit shop assistants ;) and then frances started randomly talking to some wierdos.   VERY embarassing.

oh by the way  the fittest employees work in hollister   ;)    <3  

A x

doo doo d-d-dooo d-d-d-doooo ENGLAND!!!!!!!!

ok i now regret what i said about the british football lads ;))  they totally deserved to win that match!!  1:0 but at least were top of the group!


---> oh shit. usa have jusst scored a goal in like the last minute. were not top of the group anymore.  :(((  
now weve got a tough ride.


A x

smile every minute of the day, you never know who is falling in love with it.

i am sooo absolutely proud of the cake i have just made out of the asda magazine! it is goooorgeous --> coconut, dried fruit, cherries pineapple all in a cake!!! :))
its b-e-a-utiful.

Anyway, this morning disaster struck!! francess left her pe bag on the bus because she was too busy waving at me stood waiting for her outside. sooo... we had to miss spanish (because we have it as an extra lesson in the morning) ... how unfortunate. rachel and lauren arrived while we were waiting for the bus to come back.
frances got her bag back, thank god because it had my favourite book in it. but then when we decided to go to spanish late rachel said shed left hers at home so we had to to the process all over again.
So, i had been in spanish about 10 minutes and annabelle (one of the populars) came in and asked for me so i was like 'errrr'. then she went 'what you doing?? its greenaway (you know the kate Greenaway project that the year 3s do but we help)' and then i wo like 'oh'.

and thats where my day started going wrong.

A x

maths, maths... and more maths!!

oh god, i had my maths exam today. yes, the one i have been crying about for froever :P. and i have to say,,,,,,, it didnt go well. not even the whole weekend of revising seemed to have any effect on anything. i forget EVERYTHING. disaster strikes.
At least i had my emergency chocolate with me. and at least i had my rescue herbal remedy ('to help you cope with lifes upa and downs')it actually works... and its made from flower juices :D -- it tastes like wiskey though :)))



I am sooooo glad i have no more maths, module 3 anyway. but ive got a chemistry exam next week ...

A x

Promise me you'll look after me

Reading Frances' blog today, i realised how utterly bad i am at writing. how utterly booooring my life is. how dull i am.

c'est tout.

ahhh non,

Football. what is with it? England arent going to win, come on, dont get your hopes up. how much better can we get after drawing with America. America!!! Anyway, what is all this with the goalie, leave the guy alone people. look at the amount the actual players get payed to kkick a ball around a field and they only managed to score one goal. moan, moan ,,, moan.

cleaned my great nanna and grandads grave today... i never met my nanna and i met my grandad once. when i had just been born, and (how unfortunately...) he was about to die. i wasnt even meant to go in either, its a good job my mum took me to be honest.

A x

**** NEWS FLASH ****

omg omg omg !!
haha i have just found out that crocadiles surf hahaha!!!
They cant swim very well in sea water so they shove themselves onto a piece of bark and 'surf' to where they want to go.

How funny :)

i like crabs

i am soooo glad frances is back (my bestest friend ever!!!). life seems real again.... ;) anyway, having spent this lunchtime having a 'water fight' how much better can it get? :D
- the weather is nice (for a change)
- school went fast
- rachel is back tomorrow...
Yeeeeeyyyy !!!

i've been doing a lot of reading recently too, to stop me thinking and remembering... but now ive decided to read the book my dad made me read i am starting to feel bad for being a bookworm. ive only read a few pages but it seems pretty boring; Apache, thats what its called, its about some red indian warrior. huraaah. i hope it gets better i really do.

Unfortunately, my maths GCSE seems to be worse than my AS. strange... i am so gutted. i have my exam on monday, so i seriously need to start revising (that will be happening in a moment). but the thing is, even though i am doing good in AS, if i dont do well in my GCSE i cant take AS as an option. there arent many choices left either. great, fantastic, super.

yesterday some aliens ate my ice cream

ok, guys.

happy happy happy

I wasnt earlier though. didnt know why i just have been. (ye that). to be honest i have been like it since i have come back off my holiday (yes, the cruise). but slowly my memories are fading away and slowly my photographic memory isnt recalling pictures. i cry ramdomly, i crave chocolate and my dreams are awful. it is seriously affecting my sleeping pattern.
depression? exam stress?

i dunno. i havent felt as bad as this in a long time (thats why my blog is crap cos ive been 'depressed' (that is what i have convinced myself anyway))

ok, so now i am happy. i have my first follower ( other than me - yes, how sad i am following my own blog, but thats the way it is). yes, thanks Bali (me and the rain person). i am happy now. but my horoscope says i will be very talkative next week so thats a bonus??? anyway, i wont keep you ;)

A x

i want to kiss you under your umbrella.

right guys,
sorry guys,
i apologize.

my blog is officially the worst blog i have ever read. i have nothing to talk about so it isnt interesting so i fill it with anger and sadness. what a great impression you have of me.

Actually... i had an exam today. an AS exam. maths. i hear you ask, ooh so shes in 6th form. well you are wrong, i am in year 9. hahaha , no seriously. i am.

Thats it really...

but if only someone read my blog... i mean who blogs these days anyway??? :/ hmmm...

i shall go and enjoy my arctic roll now ;) how i love arctic roll...
*nom nom nom*

Welcome to the gaybar

if nobody ever reads this i may as well just put anything i like on here...


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L is for liers
O is for outrageous
V is for vicious
E is for everlasting love?, my arse.


I hate school.
I hate homework.
I hate the weather.
I hate humans.
I hate the past.
I hate the present.
I hate me.
I hate life.

strawberry tarts... something we really shouldnt see

Right ok, first of all i would like to ask you to comment. yes, you heard me :D . this is because... it would make me feel nice :/ but anyway who would want to read this...

Straight to the point. Sophie Minto, ok, even the name sends me into hysterics. she was once an ordinary child like you and me; kind, generous, etc. etc. until she discovered make-up that is - and oh, i almost forgot HAIRDYE!
i have never seen such a state in all my life. i mean, what is wrong with having ginger (it was strawberry blonde acualy but anyway...) hair??? but i beg you, please dont dye it, well in sophies terms that would be bleached. oh dear, what a mess she had made. some pars white, some still ginger, it was a total failure if you ask me. 3 years later she still has that hair, straightened near till its death and bleached to an inch of its life.

i feel sorry for what the hair has to go through.

then theres the orangeyness of the face. yes, one of the fairest skinned people i know was wearing bright orange foundation. with bright pink lipSTICK . yes you heard me, what a disaster. And most of all there was a tanline!! arghh!!!!!!!

ok i think youve had enough now (of me ranting that is)

Goodbye.

the past... the present

ok... all this stuff is new to me so i bid you to be prepared!!!
Today. today, a new half term. yey i am so glad : i understand that school years are the best years of your life but i just can't seem to help myself to dislike shcool. yes my marks are good, yes all my friends are there, but i just want to be free to do my own thing.
Today went fast - thank god. but i still wish it was last week. cruising round the med with my grandparents and my two cousins. ok my granny was moaning all the time, ok ben* (*name changed for security purposes ;) ) was doing my head in. but someone made the trip worthwhile :) . the thing is i didnt even know his name... i never talked to him but yet i felt so deeply. how? i dont understand myself. some music i listened to while i was there i can no longer listen to because it hurts. for gods sake i didnt even know him. but the thing is i didnt see him for days. until the bus to the carpark on the way home that was. i was thrilled. when i got off the bus i saw him standing there with his parents, i was somehow disheartened because he didnt even take a look at me (yes, selfish i know) but the thing is, every time i saw him he would just look at me or keep glancing at me. it just wasnt right. but i knew that would be the last time i would see him. so i thought i would just be happy with seeing him.
Soon after i found out someone had knicked my grandads suitcase, i just felt something inside me think it was him or he knew something or had something to do with it. i had no reason though, only he wasnt looking at me, he maybe didnt even know who i was or didnt even look at me in the first place. it is now being treated as theft. i just have such a strong gut feeling but i cant confess... and if it was him how could i feel for someone like that not even knowing anything about him.